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I found this guy on Youtube. His works are pretty awesome.

Cool doodle guy

MGMT was awesome by the way! :D

I have found the solution for us!

oh how I wish I can say that.

sometimes I feel like giving up.

no way.

or maybe.

So anyway, these past few days have been the worst! God. I had the worst fever, my whole body was just so weak, even now. Oh the horror. And I have important assignments to feel guilty about the whole time Im just lying on the bed, sweating hard (oh yes, its freaking hot man. But absolutely the perfect weather for the sick little baby like me bahah.)

Ive been feeling guilty about so many things. I dont know why. Do I worry too much?I hate my guts.

You know how people can easily get stressed over things. Im usually the least person to ever feel stress, or worried. Yeah its good sometimes because there really is nothing to get freaked over about, but sometimes, my recklessness is too much. I am just too relaxed. Its like panicking doesnt exist in my world.

But there are things that can easily makes me worry

1. People;s expectations of me.

Like usually, assignments, oh they never really get me down or get all nervous, Im usually all relaxed about it. But when it comes to groupwork, then theres the people who are really organized and just do their work immediately after the task is given ( I mean dont get me wrong, I totally respect this kind of people), of course they expect me to do it ASAP. So yea, I can get really nervous about that, if I cant finish it in time, and then theyll hate me and stuff. Basically, Im always scared of being not good enough to people. I always avoid any negative surroundings, so Id very much like people to like me or be neutral about me.

2. em. I think thats it. Bahah. People. I am always careful when it comes to people. So unpredictable.

And also to you! I am not your typical girl who has pictures of herself all over her page. Whats with your hair covering your face, get a new style will ya?

My Ideal Guy huh?

Hi guys! :)

Ive been tagged by Trah gendut to do this post, so here it is.

hmmm. Where to start.

My ideal guy, doesnt have to be cool. Doesnt have to have money. Doesnt have to have the coolest car. Doesnt have to be hot. Doesnt have to be a gentleman. Doesnt have to have the same kind of music interest with me. Doesnt have to be ultimately perfect.

He is the guy I never thought Id love. All of those obvious things, he is not. But he is the only one Id sought. They say best things come from nowhere. And its true.

Okay so anyway, lets list them down then yea?

1. Has to be the leader

he is going to lead me, not me leading him.

2. Strong hearted, strong-willed, doesnt give up easily

3. Loves me that he cant survive without me.

4. Knows how to handle money.

5. Knows a lot of things. He is so smart, he doesnt even know it.

6. Talks a lot, talking crap is his language.

7. He looks so strong outside, but so vulnerable inside.

8. Doesnt care about how other people sees him. He never tries to be cool, he is just him.

9. He really cares.

10. Treats me like a princess. haha

11. He tells me Im pretty everyday when I look like a mess. He doesnt look at anyone else.

12. He is so protective he doesnt even let me befriend his crazy friends. Haha but they know all about us.

13. A jealous guy.

14. He doesnt think hes sweet, but what hes done for me, was the best and the sweetest.

15. Oh he is so humble, down-to-earth. Thats what I always love about him.

16. Oh this should be Number one! to me, honesty is really really really important.

But now he isnt so like that, is he? My ideal guy is gone. Im in love with a ghost.

oh shit I should stop.lol

but then again, Im the one who breaks his heart first.

Why cant you understand?

Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Your ways, my ways
Never, always
The future, the past
The first, the last
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Right time, wrong line
Myself, I'm alien
I swear to god, lies and bad thoughts
1, 2, 3, 4, let go
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
I wish upon a falling star
I feel, never felt, I hit
You hit me, sunshine a liking to our evil evening
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand anymore
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand, let me go
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria...
Euphoria...
Take my hand
Euphoria...
Take my hand

..

Kau cabar aku. Its fine, lets play the game.

Yes Im a bloody show-off.

Do you know whats annoying?

When someone ask you a question, you just gonna have to answer it right? Of course, truthfully, right?

Let me just give an example of an annoying result of some Q&A sessions*roll eyes

A: Oooh nice shoes, where you got em?
Me: Oh..I went to UK recently, got em from there. :) thanks btw.
A: Ohhhh UK..... *making a face

wtf?

B: Hey how much does that cost?
Me: Oh... its RMx
B: Ahh... *making a face

wtf?

C: Hey I need you to play a song for me, what kind of song can you play?
Me: Oh, you tell me what song you want me to play, I can play pretty much any song, but I need to listen to it first laa..haha :)
C: Pffft...*making a face

fuck.

Oh come on people! You freaking asked me the question, and I just answer them truthfully lah! What? You want to me lie about where I got them freaking shoes just because I got em from UK, and its totally a crime to go there.

Im just really embarassed that I was ever been there actually! *tangan kat bahu, mata naik atas.

I also should be embarassed about how I can play an instrument, its totally a disgrace.

Bollocks.



GROW UP.

People try to be sarcastic too hard, stop following trends. How about being just yourself for a change? :)

Whats the point of winning when everybody knows its the magic work of kaching!

Anyway, Ive changed the background. Because I like rockets.

And robots. ;)

Ive been so busy for this past few weeks, that Ive lost track on doing other things in my life, like maybe doing the laundry. or maybe study * ha-ha.

So now, everything has ended. It feels nice to finally have the laundry done, the floor swept and mopped up, and a clean study table.

Wow. That totally dont sound like me. Im this crazily messy girl, Im lucky my roomates are able to put up with it. haha kind of.

My table usually look like this *stole the pic off the net cause my table now isnt so messy now is it not :p *, maybe with more stuff, pieces of papers, nail polish everywhere, random plastic bags, cds, spraying bottles and what not. Imagine the headache of the person who sits next to my table, which happens to be the tidiest and organized person I know, Mama Aten. *thats just what I call her, its not her real name of course.

There are times when she would clean things up a bit, annoyed maybe with my oh so serabut table. Haha.

But really, thats just how I roll babe *sexy manly voice fail.

Oh well. Thats history now. I am the new little miss tidy and organized. yeah well, prolly only for the next few hours.