Hoping for the best.

look at the stars, look how they shine for you :)

I want to go home and see you

I AM IN LOVE WITH MY LIPLINER!

I AM IN LOVE WITH MY NAIL PAINT!

theyre just really freaking awesome. Parfait!

And I have a test on Monday.

Guilty

Today I am happy!

I bought a really cute cheap skirt today, was totally an investment okay. It can be like a dress too. And tomorrow Im gonna wear it yay! *bimbo moment alert.

and also, Im a piece of shit. The End.

okay not the end.

Why I said that? Cos. Im just really a piece of shit.

I love the Subscribe button.

I found this guy on Youtube. His works are pretty awesome.

Cool doodle guy

MGMT was awesome by the way! :D

I have found the solution for us!

oh how I wish I can say that.

sometimes I feel like giving up.

no way.

or maybe.

So anyway, these past few days have been the worst! God. I had the worst fever, my whole body was just so weak, even now. Oh the horror. And I have important assignments to feel guilty about the whole time Im just lying on the bed, sweating hard (oh yes, its freaking hot man. But absolutely the perfect weather for the sick little baby like me bahah.)

Ive been feeling guilty about so many things. I dont know why. Do I worry too much?I hate my guts.

You know how people can easily get stressed over things. Im usually the least person to ever feel stress, or worried. Yeah its good sometimes because there really is nothing to get freaked over about, but sometimes, my recklessness is too much. I am just too relaxed. Its like panicking doesnt exist in my world.

But there are things that can easily makes me worry

1. People;s expectations of me.

Like usually, assignments, oh they never really get me down or get all nervous, Im usually all relaxed about it. But when it comes to groupwork, then theres the people who are really organized and just do their work immediately after the task is given ( I mean dont get me wrong, I totally respect this kind of people), of course they expect me to do it ASAP. So yea, I can get really nervous about that, if I cant finish it in time, and then theyll hate me and stuff. Basically, Im always scared of being not good enough to people. I always avoid any negative surroundings, so Id very much like people to like me or be neutral about me.

2. em. I think thats it. Bahah. People. I am always careful when it comes to people. So unpredictable.

And also to you! I am not your typical girl who has pictures of herself all over her page. Whats with your hair covering your face, get a new style will ya?

My Ideal Guy huh?

Hi guys! :)

Ive been tagged by Trah gendut to do this post, so here it is.

hmmm. Where to start.

My ideal guy, doesnt have to be cool. Doesnt have to have money. Doesnt have to have the coolest car. Doesnt have to be hot. Doesnt have to be a gentleman. Doesnt have to have the same kind of music interest with me. Doesnt have to be ultimately perfect.

He is the guy I never thought Id love. All of those obvious things, he is not. But he is the only one Id sought. They say best things come from nowhere. And its true.

Okay so anyway, lets list them down then yea?

1. Has to be the leader

he is going to lead me, not me leading him.

2. Strong hearted, strong-willed, doesnt give up easily

3. Loves me that he cant survive without me.

4. Knows how to handle money.

5. Knows a lot of things. He is so smart, he doesnt even know it.

6. Talks a lot, talking crap is his language.

7. He looks so strong outside, but so vulnerable inside.

8. Doesnt care about how other people sees him. He never tries to be cool, he is just him.

9. He really cares.

10. Treats me like a princess. haha

11. He tells me Im pretty everyday when I look like a mess. He doesnt look at anyone else.

12. He is so protective he doesnt even let me befriend his crazy friends. Haha but they know all about us.

13. A jealous guy.

14. He doesnt think hes sweet, but what hes done for me, was the best and the sweetest.

15. Oh he is so humble, down-to-earth. Thats what I always love about him.

16. Oh this should be Number one! to me, honesty is really really really important.

But now he isnt so like that, is he? My ideal guy is gone. Im in love with a ghost.

oh shit I should stop.lol

but then again, Im the one who breaks his heart first.

Why cant you understand?

Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Your ways, my ways
Never, always
The future, the past
The first, the last
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Right time, wrong line
Myself, I'm alien
I swear to god, lies and bad thoughts
1, 2, 3, 4, let go
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
I wish upon a falling star
I feel, never felt, I hit
You hit me, sunshine a liking to our evil evening
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand anymore
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand, let me go
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria...
Euphoria...
Take my hand
Euphoria...
Take my hand