Weird

Erk. Why would you think I still keep your stuff?
Please stop bugging me about these petty things.

I dont keep any of your things because they are super unimportant in my life. Dont flatter yourself too much, since Ive known you, you only bring out the worst in me. With him, he makes me a good girl because he RESPECTS me. Hope you understand the message.

And I wish you well and happiness.

Look at me now

I saw this on one of my closest friends blog, Trah Ra. Decided to try this for myself :B

Six things you wish youd never done:

1. Hurt my robot.
2. Spent money mindlessly -.-
3. Didnt change to Hayat class during PASUM.
4. Hurt any of my friends.
5. Let my tears fall into my blackberry, fuck.

Yes, big things happened during 2010.

Five people who mean a lot to me:

1. My parents.
2. Mr. Robot.
3. My siblings.
4. My bitches.
5. He wax it on and off, Mr. Miyagi xD

The last one was a joke.

Four turn offs:

1. People who smoke and does everything stupid to be cool.
2. Rebecca Black.
3. Smelly people.
4. Showoffs.

Three turn ons:
1. Innocence.
2. Bold and brave.
3. Yummy body scents. Hahah

Two smileys that describe my life right now:
1. :D
2. <3

The turning point, dramaless :)

Hey world, its been such a long time since I ever updated anything on this dull blog. Life has been crazy, but you know what, at least, it has been nearly a year since I left the crazy unreal life. :) I am in the real world now, what I have been wanting and needed all this time. :)

So take away all those negativity, cos I am here to enjoy this life to the fullest.

Enough philosophical shits,

I am now in the Second Year, First Sem student. Oh, damn how I feel old. Not the beloved junior anymore. Now we (my mates and I) have the newbies to nurture and give attention to ( lol as if? ). Nah, looking forward to getting to know them, although, we are still at the strangers phase right now eventhough its already the 6th week of the sem already. Whats up with that juniors?

Aaah, updates?

Well, I had a cut. T.T which is major profound sadness to me. Nolah. Just that I really miss my really long hair.

I got fatter. Previous mission completed. Next mission: Go back to being less fat and when I say that , I mean my tummy. Jog is the way to go!

I got broke in a month.

Got new spectacles to see. Weeee!

Bought an awesome rosey-furred red teddy bear which replaced hornyted :O ( No, Im just too lazy to wash hornyted. -.- )

The best thing is, I own an adorable robot. :)

My little anecdote #1

Hi my first paper starts tomorrow. YAY!

Looks familiar?

Okay. Maybe not so familiar because I couldnt find the one from our own country. But you get it right?

Its the Special Seat Sign that you definitely can see in any train in Malaysia.

Whenever I get on a train, the only thing in my mind as Im getting in would be

get a seat, get a seat, get a seat, get a seat,

with my eyes open wide looking around for an empty seat. I admit, I dont really like standing in the train, even if my destination is only two stops away or one stop away, I HAVE TO GET A SEAT. *spoiled brat face*

But of course, Id be more than willing to give it up for one of those people in the sign above. But being me, I am not very much what you call.. um, observant or on-the-lookout or something. So usually, everytime if someone beside me, or in front of me or somewhere near me gave up his/her seat for an old woman or a pregnant lady, Id be all,

Omg, how could I not notice her. So now everyone;s gonna think Im an unkind insensitive brat. Oh no, everyone;s looking at me. They must be thinking about how much of a selfish girl I am. I must find someone to give up my seat for!

( lol I know, Im weird, whatever )

And then I;ll be all wide-eyed looking for someone to give up my seat for for the rest of the journey. Yeah... -.-

Whimsy blahs.

Mia:

Short is cute.

Tall is hot.

I'm neither short nor am I tall.

So what am I?

Totally not Mia:

You're awesome.

nyeheh.

Yes I am a proud Kuchingite!

Kuching39 up, 2 down

buy kuching mugs, tshirts and magnets

The capital of Sarawak, Kuching is is the 4th largest urban area in Malaysia and with probably the best quality of life. It is a beautiful, green, laid-back city with non racist people (comprised of mostly Chinese, then Malays and Dayaks)- which is a like far-away dream in most parts of Malaysia. Most only 'learnt how to become' racist after staying for some time in West Malaysia. Intermarriage especially among the Chinese and Dayaks are common. Kuching has the best of both worlds - the facilities of a modern city and the strong community ties of a small town. In short, Kuching is a wonderful place to live in but a mindnumbingly boring place for tourists.

Contrary to what quite a lot of West Malaysians think, Kuching people are not uneducated and 'ulu'. The fact is most Kuchingites can speak better English then them. Kuching also ranks as the no. 2 highest average household income.

Most Kuchingites have the same hobby - eating. This is why there are so many kopitiams over here. Our most famous foods are the kolo mee, laksa Sarawak, kacangma and midin belacan.

Kuching is developing at a very pace rapid pace and this is not neccesarily a good thing. Rising crime, traffic jams, several new malls, and more coming soon might turn Kuching into another unlivable metropolis. Currently however, crime and traffic are still much better than in other large cities in Malaysia.

Noooo.. Kuching, you're beautiful just the way you are! Don't grow up too fast! T_T

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by MimiLala Mar 7, 2008 share this

Heck yeah. You said it!

Be consistent or be better.

Study Mia... Study.

Har Har Har!

Hehe.

People who knows me, would know that I like to do silly things in my free time, instead of doing the thing I should be doing by now, *studying urgh*

So, I just messed around with my hair.

Results:

you. have. been. Punkd.

Oh its fun fun fun * to Rebecca Black;s tune.

Hes back guys.

Its that time of the year again! RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

So our study week starts tomorrow.

JOY!

My new "azam"

I.

Need.

To.

Gain.

Some.

Weight.

Like.

Seriously.

So from now on, I will TRY to make sure that most of me money will be spent on FOOD and FOOD only. I have been wayy too reckless with spending, that theres nothing left for me to actually fulfill my constant need of having yummy food to make me tummy happy.

I havent been very good to my tummy.

Im sorry dear Mr. Tummy! *patting Mr. Tummy

Aaaaaaaaaanyway.

So the thing is, I think Im getting skinnier.

Oooohmagaddd, isnt she skinny enough alreadayyyyy! - is what I imagined someone would think in their head while reading this. *screw you!

No really, I dont want this. I want to at least have bit of fat on me. lol not that Im like scary skinnny before this. I think Im just an okay thin like. But I dont wanna be okay thin like, I wanna be normal.

HENCE, My new azam is, to gain more weight! Weehoooyay!

-.-

thats just sad.

But this azam is sure a fun one, because it involves food. And also me containing myself from ever trying to spend money on useless, um not useless, petty things.

And oh, this is me by the way ( I am taking Bachelor in Building Surveying, hence the silly hat.) *Just to make sure youre not thinking Im some kind of a anorexic changing her mind finally realising how much she looks like a walking stick. So this is what I meant , okay thin like.

Oh, and on an unrelated note,

Yes you face-hiding gal, cos Im just that much awesome-r than you. *insert awesome sound effects*

Your wink would melt many hearts, My wink would tickle many hearts, or amuse them, in a bad way.

Hi everybodayyyy! *imagining myself saying Hi in front of ...err..maybe an audience of 3. But who cares? :D

I had nothing to do in the room today ( right, of course.) so I went to my roomate;s laptop, because apparently me laptop isnt equipped with a webcam because its vintage ( makes me feel better saying that), and then well.... take pictures of meself cause Im a girl.

After many sweet cute poses , HAHAHAHAH, okay not really, just stupid silly faces more like with a few not so silly faces of course, I tried to do the wink thing.

There you go, one word. FAIL

Pretty random.

I seriously think freemalaysiatoday.com is someone from the opposing party because they keep trashing BN.

pfft.

Who gives a rat's ass?

Hi, Im just really bored thats why I end up writing lame shits now.

My roomates are studying so I dont have anyone to play with.

I dont feel like studying so I decided that Im really bored and try to write something here.

I dont have credit nor do I have anyone to text anyway so I decided that Im really bored and I feel like I should update my blog but I dont have anything much to say because today was uneventful.

My usual facebook friends are somewhat busy therefore there are no new notifications popping out so I decided that Im really bored resulting to me coming here to letting crap juices out of my head into words.

I dont feel like tidying up my table so I decided that Im really bored and talk gibberish in my own blog so you guys could see how bored I am.

I thought I could go to Youtube to fill my time watching entertaining videos but the Wifi line round here is really bad and the videos take a million years to load so I decided that I am really bored and I want to tell you guys about it.

I dont feel like sleeping or tidying up my table or studying or watch Youtube or Facebooking or have anyone to play with or text someone so Ive decided that this is really lame.

Ooh! I really hate it when taxi drivers want to flirt with you. Seriously.

Hoping for the best.

look at the stars, look how they shine for you :)

I want to go home and see you

I AM IN LOVE WITH MY LIPLINER!

I AM IN LOVE WITH MY NAIL PAINT!

theyre just really freaking awesome. Parfait!

And I have a test on Monday.

Guilty

Today I am happy!

I bought a really cute cheap skirt today, was totally an investment okay. It can be like a dress too. And tomorrow Im gonna wear it yay! *bimbo moment alert.

and also, Im a piece of shit. The End.

okay not the end.

Why I said that? Cos. Im just really a piece of shit.

I love the Subscribe button.

I found this guy on Youtube. His works are pretty awesome.

Cool doodle guy

MGMT was awesome by the way! :D

I have found the solution for us!

oh how I wish I can say that.

sometimes I feel like giving up.

no way.

or maybe.

So anyway, these past few days have been the worst! God. I had the worst fever, my whole body was just so weak, even now. Oh the horror. And I have important assignments to feel guilty about the whole time Im just lying on the bed, sweating hard (oh yes, its freaking hot man. But absolutely the perfect weather for the sick little baby like me bahah.)

Ive been feeling guilty about so many things. I dont know why. Do I worry too much?I hate my guts.

You know how people can easily get stressed over things. Im usually the least person to ever feel stress, or worried. Yeah its good sometimes because there really is nothing to get freaked over about, but sometimes, my recklessness is too much. I am just too relaxed. Its like panicking doesnt exist in my world.

But there are things that can easily makes me worry

1. People;s expectations of me.

Like usually, assignments, oh they never really get me down or get all nervous, Im usually all relaxed about it. But when it comes to groupwork, then theres the people who are really organized and just do their work immediately after the task is given ( I mean dont get me wrong, I totally respect this kind of people), of course they expect me to do it ASAP. So yea, I can get really nervous about that, if I cant finish it in time, and then theyll hate me and stuff. Basically, Im always scared of being not good enough to people. I always avoid any negative surroundings, so Id very much like people to like me or be neutral about me.

2. em. I think thats it. Bahah. People. I am always careful when it comes to people. So unpredictable.

And also to you! I am not your typical girl who has pictures of herself all over her page. Whats with your hair covering your face, get a new style will ya?

My Ideal Guy huh?

Hi guys! :)

Ive been tagged by Trah gendut to do this post, so here it is.

hmmm. Where to start.

My ideal guy, doesnt have to be cool. Doesnt have to have money. Doesnt have to have the coolest car. Doesnt have to be hot. Doesnt have to be a gentleman. Doesnt have to have the same kind of music interest with me. Doesnt have to be ultimately perfect.

He is the guy I never thought Id love. All of those obvious things, he is not. But he is the only one Id sought. They say best things come from nowhere. And its true.

Okay so anyway, lets list them down then yea?

1. Has to be the leader

he is going to lead me, not me leading him.

2. Strong hearted, strong-willed, doesnt give up easily

3. Loves me that he cant survive without me.

4. Knows how to handle money.

5. Knows a lot of things. He is so smart, he doesnt even know it.

6. Talks a lot, talking crap is his language.

7. He looks so strong outside, but so vulnerable inside.

8. Doesnt care about how other people sees him. He never tries to be cool, he is just him.

9. He really cares.

10. Treats me like a princess. haha

11. He tells me Im pretty everyday when I look like a mess. He doesnt look at anyone else.

12. He is so protective he doesnt even let me befriend his crazy friends. Haha but they know all about us.

13. A jealous guy.

14. He doesnt think hes sweet, but what hes done for me, was the best and the sweetest.

15. Oh he is so humble, down-to-earth. Thats what I always love about him.

16. Oh this should be Number one! to me, honesty is really really really important.

But now he isnt so like that, is he? My ideal guy is gone. Im in love with a ghost.

oh shit I should stop.lol

but then again, Im the one who breaks his heart first.

Why cant you understand?

Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Your ways, my ways
Never, always
The future, the past
The first, the last
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
Right time, wrong line
Myself, I'm alien
I swear to god, lies and bad thoughts
1, 2, 3, 4, let go
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand any more
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, take my hand
Euphoria...
I wish upon a falling star
I feel, never felt, I hit
You hit me, sunshine a liking to our evil evening
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand anymore
Heartbreak, I'm not holding your hand, let me go
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Why can't you understand?
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria, Take my hand
Euphoria...
Euphoria...
Take my hand
Euphoria...
Take my hand

..

Kau cabar aku. Its fine, lets play the game.

Yes Im a bloody show-off.

Do you know whats annoying?

When someone ask you a question, you just gonna have to answer it right? Of course, truthfully, right?

Let me just give an example of an annoying result of some Q&A sessions*roll eyes

A: Oooh nice shoes, where you got em?
Me: Oh..I went to UK recently, got em from there. :) thanks btw.
A: Ohhhh UK..... *making a face

wtf?

B: Hey how much does that cost?
Me: Oh... its RMx
B: Ahh... *making a face

wtf?

C: Hey I need you to play a song for me, what kind of song can you play?
Me: Oh, you tell me what song you want me to play, I can play pretty much any song, but I need to listen to it first laa..haha :)
C: Pffft...*making a face

fuck.

Oh come on people! You freaking asked me the question, and I just answer them truthfully lah! What? You want to me lie about where I got them freaking shoes just because I got em from UK, and its totally a crime to go there.

Im just really embarassed that I was ever been there actually! *tangan kat bahu, mata naik atas.

I also should be embarassed about how I can play an instrument, its totally a disgrace.

Bollocks.



GROW UP.

People try to be sarcastic too hard, stop following trends. How about being just yourself for a change? :)

Whats the point of winning when everybody knows its the magic work of kaching!

Anyway, Ive changed the background. Because I like rockets.

And robots. ;)

Ive been so busy for this past few weeks, that Ive lost track on doing other things in my life, like maybe doing the laundry. or maybe study * ha-ha.

So now, everything has ended. It feels nice to finally have the laundry done, the floor swept and mopped up, and a clean study table.

Wow. That totally dont sound like me. Im this crazily messy girl, Im lucky my roomates are able to put up with it. haha kind of.

My table usually look like this *stole the pic off the net cause my table now isnt so messy now is it not :p *, maybe with more stuff, pieces of papers, nail polish everywhere, random plastic bags, cds, spraying bottles and what not. Imagine the headache of the person who sits next to my table, which happens to be the tidiest and organized person I know, Mama Aten. *thats just what I call her, its not her real name of course.

There are times when she would clean things up a bit, annoyed maybe with my oh so serabut table. Haha.

But really, thats just how I roll babe *sexy manly voice fail.

Oh well. Thats history now. I am the new little miss tidy and organized. yeah well, prolly only for the next few hours.

why does all good things must come to an end?

I need someone bold and persistent.

to get me out of this.

Hey scenesters!

hey guys :)

( Im assuming my beloved bestfriends would read this cause if you guys dont, kmk nangis lak. D: Hahahaha!)

Well, our college had this Pesta Puisi Dayasari event last two days if Im not mistaken. Listening to all those Sajaks and Syairs, reminded me of when I was in high school. Do you guys remember Puan... I think it was.. Puan Sophea? Yeah. The bitchy teacher. Haha, whoops. Even my mum can sense her bitchiness when she saw her walking out of the teachers; office. Lol. I love you mum. Okay fine. Shes not a bitch. Just, sometimes, can be a bit, em, really, i cant think of a nicer word to replace the word *****.

Anyway, I remember there;s this one time when she suddenly came into our class, 4sn3, and said that she needed a few students to represent our school for some Pantun competition I guess. So, she made everyone in the class to recite a Pantun to her one by one. Then, it was my turn to berpantun to her.

Okay, I admit I have this, slang, er well the way I speak might sound a bit different I suppose. Lets just say, as soon as Im done, she immediately asked me with a rather sceptical reaction

Pn. Sophea: Are you mixed?

I usually like to just say I am Malay because im too lazy to explain further about my origin or whatever, so yeah, I said , uh no, Im Malay. ( Really shouldve just said I am mixed. -.- bongok)

Pn. Sophea: Ahhh, so whats with your accent. *mimicked me in a really bitchy way* Anak org puteh ke?

Wah wah wah. So professional. But I didnt say anything back. Just rolled my eyes to her. How come she didnt attack you Nabila! Your accent is worse than mine. hehehe You were always the teachers; favorite kan? haha my cute little girl.

I always get that. Why cant they just not say anything about it. Banyak lagi org lain has their own way of pronounciation or accent. Oh if you insult me, then youre insulting my parents as well la right?

...................................

Anyway, on a lighter note, I found this new really awesome funny cute guy on Youtube who is Malaysian ( Kedahan) for me to stalk! Weeeee! Subscribe! I want him.

Please click here to watch his videos

I guess I just like guys who talk a lot. Wahaha. Considering Im the quiet one. *yeke? :p

Erk.

Pardon my lameness. I cant help to being such a fangirl over this guy. hoho

Here are some other Youtube stars I have subscribed to and consistently watch:

CommunityChannel

nigahiga

KevJumba

HappySlip

Davidchoimusic

and some other channels.

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Ooh, arent you just sick of them scenesters? Stop trying too hard to be cool. You;ll end up destroying yourself. Gik gik miak Kuching nektok. tuija. haha (Y)

Ready to Start.

Hey peeps!

Yeah. That, has been the question for about more than a month ago ( wow, how time flies huh ). Seeing one of my bestfriends, Jane, just started her first blog, got me inspired to start again too. It has been quite awhile since I even read any of my friends; blogs. So, me having one, will keep me reading theirs too. har har har

I dont really have much to say, I do have lots of updates in my life but I dont really wanna talk about it. :)

Hey, random fact:

I get all agitated whenever I hear anyone talking about going for a shisha, or even to invite me for a shisha. I hate that thing.

* no offense for shisha smokers out there. I know I have lots of friends who smokes that thing. Just, not in front of me kay :)

p/s: hey nab! Update your blog or I;ll kill you with a Barney plush toy. You know you love em :p